Why Sometimes we act or react like a child? I do ask myself why my emotions even my mood is like that. Knowing that the situation I am passing through doesn’t affect me. It is what we call the Inner Child reacting inside out.
This is why the next blogs will be elaborating about the “inner child” the small voice living inside each one of us.
What is an inner child and what does it know?
Our inner child is a part of ourselves that’s been present ever since we were conceived. Through utero and all the developing years after where we were young and developing into tender selves: baby, infant, toddler, young child and middle school year.
The inner child can often recall good experiences as well as childhood fears, traumas, neglect or significant loss. It can be hard to pinpoint the exact event that is tugging at us, but we can start to notice our internal patterns that have left us a subconscious “bread crumb trails” when we start to explore our inner world.
Each one of us has an “inner child” living inside.
You have an inner child. I have an inner child. We all do. Your “inner child” is a part of your subconscious that has been picking up messages way before it was able to fully process what was going on (mentally and emotionally). It holds emotions, memories and beliefs from the past as well as hopes and dreams for the future.
Our clients are always fascinated and excited when we explain inner child work and how we all have a little one (or little ones) inside of us.
How can we identify our Inner Child parts?
Our inner child is the one that remembers that sweet smell of grandma when she leaned down to hug us. With a huge look of pride on her face when we showed her how we were able to ride our bike.
It remembers the feeling of our hearts brimming with joy and love when our dad looked at us with a glisten in his eyes when we shared our favorite toy with the neighbor.
Our inner child remembers feeling invited to a friend’s birthday party and feeling so happy and confident.
It is also the one who felt the salty tears run down our cheeks when mama left the house in a rush to go say goodbye to her dad when he was dying.
Our inner child remembers being ignored and bullied on the bus on the first day of school.
It remembers feeling foolish when the teacher scoffed or when we didn’t have the answer to a “seemingly easy” question.
Our inner child is present when we start our first job. Proving your boss that you’re responsible and capable, feeling proud.
It is present when we are teenagers, wanting so badly to belong.
Our inner child is inside of us when we go on a quest to find love. Or to find social groups to belong to.
It’s the part that feels understood, calm, warm and fuzzy when we have good times with others.
It’s also the part that feels crushed and betrayed when we are hurt, ignored or lied to, when someone hurts or betrays us.
Our inner child is always communicating with us…we just need to learn to listen.
Now, our inner child can either be calm and content (for the most part). Or it can act out and make things a bit rumbly inside. Standing in the way of healthy relationships, organization skills and self regulation.
Our inner child can either make it or break it when it comes to being a productive member of society. Or steps to finding happiness.
If you’re feeling frustrated or stuck in some aspect of your life. It’s probable that your inner child is needing some attention. Stuck points can look like difficulties at work work, in parenting, finding or keeping love, deepening relationships or setting boundaries.
When the inner child runs the show ?
You may notice that you’re experiencing fear, perfectionism, anxiety or are avoiding certain people, places or experiences. These are all ways that your inner child is attempting to feel safe. When the inner child is running the show, it’ll choose behaviors, choices and and thoughts based on unconscious beliefs or memories from the past, and based on what the inner self would need to feel safe.
Often, the inner child does not have access to the adult “self” reality and may not know about how life is different now, or how things have changed.
Childhood emotional wounds can make you feel like you’re walking around with a ton of bricks on your back.
If your inner child is walking around with 5 kg of pain, you may feel like you are carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders.
If your inner child lived with instability, uncertainty or danger, it may hold you back from making changes. You may notice a fearful part, afraid of you trying new things. However, if you are wanting to move on with life you’ll probably feel torn.
Why we get stuck: when one part seeks safety and consistency and another part seeks possibility, connection and adventure.
You can find a middle ground, and “unstuck” so that you can move past blockages. To cultivate the balance of creativity, flexibility, responsibility, connectivity and consistency, it’ll be important for your adult self and child self to meet and get to know each other. This is the first step to creating a collaborative team- one which your adult need and inner child needs are met.
Two Steps To Cultivating a Relationship with your Inner Child
Two steps are important here:
ONE : Getting in touch with your inner child, beginning a dialogue, and developing a relationship with it.
TWO: Beginning to really listen in, and learn about your inner child’s needs, pains, hopes, and dreams….and taking steps to making them happen.
Our meditation on Connecting with your Inner Child is made to support you in getting in touch with your inner child. Our goal is for you to tap in to how your inner child is doing, and offer it some tender care and find a way to meet its needs. Often, doing this helps give clarity on what needs to shift in order for you to move forward. As well, this internal process often soften the resistance and “stuckness” you are feeling in your adult life.
For some, “reparenting” the inner child is helpful as well, in this process.)
Accessing the inner child to relieve the burdens and invite hope and joy.
Begin here….
To do this, we begin by asking your adult self to be a little open and possibly, vulnerable. In order for your inner child to come out of hiding and to share about what is going on or what it’s needing, we need to be open to hearing and seeing its story; curious about its life, its hopes, dreams, fears and worries.
We want your inner child to begin developing a trusting relationship with your adult self so it can share openly. We want to hear about its hopes, dreams, wishes, its words…. As well as its pain, its sadness, its fears and its worries.
Often, we see that when the inner child has someone (adult you) who truly cares and slows down. And is present with it, it can calm down and feel the feelings that it had to shove away for years. It’s often recommended to do this work with trained therapist who works with inner child work, childhood emotional neglect or emotional pains as the work can be tender and a skilled clinician can help guide you and support the healing.
As you get to know your inner child you may notice that it’s needing some important healing.
There are many different ways to offer support, kindness and healing to the inner child. It may need to tell you a story that it’s kept a secret for years. It may need to show you the loss and grief it experienced years ago but never got to process. And It may want to show you its need for love and attention and for you to find ways to get those needs met in life before you move on with the ‘work project’ you’ve been focusing on.
It may ask for you to speak up in your relationships because it doesn’t want to be ignored like it used to be, as a child. Or it may be something else. We don’t know what will come up until we start this process.
Once the inner child knows it has your attention and you are doing your best to offer it love and provide it with its needs it’ll often be more open to you.
It may need more physical or emotional safety, more attention to the way you’re taking care (of your mind, body or soul), healing past pains, setting boundaries in life or shifting who you spend time with. This work will often uncover whatever is truly important.
We’ve seen how many symptoms shift and clients begin working past and through stuck points when we work with the deeper layers of inner child healing. We’ve seen client begin opening their hearts to deepening the love in their life, or for the first time, truly allowing love in. For some, doing the deeper work allows them to finally be present in their parenting as they are able to connect without the agitation that used to be there. For others, they start showing up to work, and relationships with confidence, and more comfortably ask for what they need. While others, the panic and fear they were holding lessens tremendously and they can stand by the boundaries they’ve been trying to set for years.
What does a happy inner child look and feel like?
When our inner child (and our “internal family”) is calm, we get the green light to go ahead and try new things. We know we can tolerate failure, or mess ups. And e can deal with minor amounts of shame without getting gobbled up with fear. We know we are steady and don’t need to act impulsively. We don’t get stuck in our pursuit to get approval from others.
If our inner child feels safe and steady, it will allow us to blossom.
It’s like an anchor. If the inner child feels wobbly, as adults, we will feel insecure, disoriented and disorganized in life. When our inner child feels steady, its anchor is deeply rooted and we feel. And come across, more clear, confident and comfortable.
Now, how do you know if your inner child has some pains
- Feelings of shame, guilt and/or pain.
- Chronic overworking and needing to achieve (to get approval or belonging).
- Inability to be present in the moment.
- Regular anxiety and fear.
- Rigid and trying to be “perfect” (cannot handle failure).
- Difficulty noticing and celebrating “wins” in life (no win will ever be enough).
- Unhealthy relationship patterns and/or avoiding relationships and love.
- Self sabotage and obsessive/addictive behaviors.
- Rumination and negative self talk.
Ways to work with healing your inner child
- Utilize activities to start feeling (a little bit at a time) in order to undo the numbing.
- Work on reducing anxieties and fears by processing fearful memories or experiences.
- Developing healthy relationships that allow you to feel safe and steady in the world.
- Creating a warm and inviting environment.
- Create structure and nourishing self care- by creating steady patterns of feeding, sleeping, hygiene & sex.
- Develop clear emotional, energetic, time and physical boundaries.
- Create passions and hobbies and make them part of your life.
- Shift focus from performing to doing + being + celebrating.
- Shift your inner beliefs (what beliefs you feed yourself, therapy can help with this).
See you on my next blog about the Inner Child. If needed any support it is simple just direct message me and we can together fix what needed to be fixed.